Is hope something we have automatically? Would it make any sense to say I am hopefully, hoping, for hope?…….I am not a  grammar expert but does that make “hope” an adverb verb and a noun?

A definition of hope: A feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen.

I have been hoping for so long. I want my husband to be healed, I need him healed. Our daughters need him healed. When are we just stupid for hoping. Is hoping just keeping me from excepting the way it is. Sometimes I try to just except it thinking “it is what it is”…. and by the way I hate when people say that.  So against scripture!!…… Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see…….Yet I find myself going back and forth on hope.

Started in October 2014. Another unfinished blog because I have no answers!! But I am still hoping for hope. Sometimes I have it sometimes I don’t. But I have learned their is no place that God can’t find me, no place He will not go to catch me. When I am at my end and feel like all is lost He puts something in me. Could it be HOPE? Even if it is just for the moment to get me off the floor and carry on till my next moment of giving up. He does it every time. My circumstances have not changed. In fact they seem worse. I fall apart faster, but it never fails He picks me up. I have even thought He must get tired of rescuing me, but He doesn’t. He loves rescuing me!!  And it i a good thing.

Bethel Music has a new album out. “We will not be shaken” I could write so much just because of those songs. But for this blog I think of the song “You don’t miss a thing”.  It is worth the 8 mins!