Three weeks and 4 days, that is how long it has been since this heart of mine has beat the way it was intended to beat. After eighteen years and 8 days of marriage I discovered the affair. The affair that was taken place at that very moment. How could this be? I wanted someone to please give me another explanation for 3,600 text messages and 400 minutes of talking time in the 8 days since my phone bill started over! No, it is, it is an affair that I have been told has gone on for several months.
Life as I knew it ended that day. God’s grace is sufficient for me, I know this. It will carry me through and has carried me. It has not taken away the pain.
So much has happened in 25 days. Somethings are terrible, and somethings are awesome. I hope to share them all and the ones to come. I have never shared with my friends that I have this blog. So I feel this is a safe place to just get it out. Unedited, misspelled, bad grammar, and just raw in the moment emotion.